Bad times..

Bad things are sprouting in my life like grass after the rain. My dad's small shipping business has apparently run aground and have shifted back to our own home to cut down on overhead costs as well as rent. As a result, my dad and mum are almost always at home and tensions run high as stress builds up between me and them. I used to see them only at night, which was good as i can do my own work and maybe play some games. Now whenever i'm doing any of my own personal stuff, my dad will come in and nag me and ask me to help them out. Not that i don't want to, but the thing is i'm already tired from the work i get in camp and my daily exercise i do(swim or jog) that i reach home at nine plus. A few games and relaxation and its eleven coming twelve! D'OH MAN! My streak of bad luck is dogging me as ever and i am still... single...lol!

I remember i used to be very mindful of it as many of my friends are getting attached and that when i want to go out, i can't ask them out anymore as they have to accompany their girlfriends. The fact that the increasing number of couples i see whereever i go never fails to bring me mixed emotions. I smile to myself when i see a couple spending time sweetly with each other and yet feel a bitter sting to my heart when i think of myself. Many of my friends always used to say "Your time will come, Shaun". I pretty much sure that its my time on earth will be up more than i ever find my significant other. Sure, there are some girl friends that told me to treasure this time when i'm still single as i will miss it when it's gone. Frankly i never been in a relationship before so i cannot say i understand that. That and a thousand other lines of pity / guidance / whatever that i am so damn bloody sick of hearing about. For now, i guess i just hold on to whatever i have. What matters the most to me now is my iPod which i absolutely cannot live without and also my weight losing goal. Its the only reason that i live on with a vengeance, the thing i wake up to everyday to go to camp... My social life is next to zero (maybe zero already, who knows.. lol)

There are a lot of other stuff that are a constant bother in my life but what i mentioned are the major concerns i have in my life so far. Guess i got to be strong and tide all these over, cos life still goes on after all. If i don't be strong and help myself, who will?

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